Monday, September 27, 2010

Worried... You Bet...

So Half Full Tri in Ellicot City is finally almost here... and yes I'm worried! I'm worried about making a fool of myself out there... having a terrible swim... terrible bike... and terrible run! I can't just run a 6 hour race... I HAVE TO run at least a 5:45 race... because that's what I'm capable of... even if the bike and run are monstourously hilly as hell harder than Lake Placid awful. I have to reach this time goal... cause otherwise I will have failed to reach any goal this season... which will only make me hate myself more than I already do. I have seen all of my tri buddies reach their goals all season long and I have only FAILED this season. I FAILED at DC Tri to reach the podium by 10 seconds... I FAILED to finish Lake Placid... and I FAILED to be to place top 10 in age group and run a PR at Nations two weeks ago... so this is my LAST CHANCE ya'll!

Nation's Tri Race Report will be up before I race Half Full next weekend.

More to come...

1 comment:

Colleen said...

Marci... stop putting so much pressure on yourself. The great thing about triathlons is that just doing them and staying active is the reward. :) You won't make a fool out of yourself unless you get frustrated about things that aren't that important! Keep that chin up girl!